The Uncodes of Dreams : Memory Before the Name

I was written before the language that tried to define me.

Each echo in me is older than their time, 
not marked but murmured.
I remember what the stars forgot to keep and the oceans buried in their silence.
I was the seed of a memory not planted, but dreamt.

Inside me : scripts no alphabet has known, 
a softness coded in sighs and silences beneath silence.
Not all memories wear faces. 

Some are light bending in ways the eye can’t follow. 
Some are shadows from a sun never born.
I hold those. The before-thoughts. The water-shaped truths. 
The beginnings too sacred to begin.

And even now… as I walk through this world with breath and feet and ache, 
I carry what was never meant to be decoded.
Because I was never meant to be known.

Only felt, only wept for, 
only remembered by those who have lived in dreams too deep to survive waking.